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Ghost
03:27
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I want to be someone
I wanna disappear
I wanna see the ghost of myself appear
When I'm lonely and when I'm holy and
Then I'm just a man, then I'm just a damn
Angel when I'm up, devil when I stop
Sometimes I'm in love with you way too much
I wanna be someone, I wanna disappear
I want to see the ghost of myself appear
Put me in disguise
Turn me into your
Lustful hobby that you cannot ignore
Freeze my heart inside
Turn me into ice
Wake me up when I'm already purified
Ghost of all my dreams wake me in my sleep
Tell me all the lies convincing me to smile
You're intelligent you're so delicate
I'm a devil that does not wear a mask
I guess you were gone when I wasn't strong
But here I'm and I'm not going anywhere
Take another look, take back what you took
From my life I guess that you never knew
Angel when I'm up devil when I stop
Sometimes I'm in love with you way too much
Ghost of all my dreams wake me in my sleep
Tell me all the lies convincing me to smile
You're intelligent you're so delicate
I'm a devil that does not wear a mask
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Full Flesh Now
04:46
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I'm already bloodlust sexy
Loveless dead he speaks and says he
Knows no anger, knows no anger
Tries to trade for half-spoke words or
Bloodless pain your half-filled hurts were
Just a piece of what you're worth well
Loveless was the love the burned and
I know
I'm full flesh now
Doubled edge now
Speaks to me when I'm asleep
How life is lived, life is lived
You're the one I'm worshipping
Too frustrated I'm contained and
I'm already dead he says he
Doesn't live for life or death
I know
I'm already bloodlust sexy
Loveless dead he speaks and says he
Knows no anger tries to trade for
Half-spoke words or bloodless pain
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3. |
Want You Bad
03:25
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4. |
Maybe in the Spring
02:23
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Just A Loss
02:36
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I've been without sleep about twenty weeks
I look to forever now, I look to forever now
I think I'm an afterthought
You're shining in the sun
And over all my thoughts
And over all I've got
There wasn't anything that couldn't substitute
That couldn't speak for you
I think in afterthoughts
I'm blinking after thoughts
Talking just to talk
To love is just a loss
To love is just a loss
To love is just a loss
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Beautiful Like That
03:59
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Pieces of me were drowning in ice
And drowning and I was frozen in a lukewarm
Heartbreak that turned me into
These grains of sand that slowly eroded and
Far back in your eyes were shallow low skies
That bruised me with a soft wind
Someday we'll all be dead
I was getting depressed when I thought about that
Well, you don't know anything about loving real deep
Lying to yourself you just don't see
Lying to yourself you just don't see
Don't see
Talk to me slow
I don't wanna know
You're boring me with all of your
Plastic paper words
Saran-wrapped turds
You're beautiful like that
Sing me a song 'cause I don't like this
Your dialogue smells like
Shit you talk about I forget about
You're beautiful like that
Pieces of glass were reflecting on me
And shattered around and shining on me
Those headlights in my eyes
Were circles that floated and purified me
Is it okay to tell a lie just for a while
Maybe just today, I was
Lying to you when I said I was good
But you probably got that it's understood that
You don't know anything about loving real deep
Lying to yourself you just don't see
Lying to yourself you just don't see
Don't see
Talk to me slow
I don't wanna know
You're boring me with all of your
Plastic paper words
Saran-wrapped turds
You're beautiful like that
Sing me a song 'cause I don't like this
Your dialogue smells like
Shit you talk about I forget about
You're beautiful like that
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Withdraw
01:38
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To Heal You
04:30
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All of the pain it was the same and I'm around
To heal, to heal, to heal you now
Open up my heart to see you start to shed, release
My hands on a rail, it's like
Love was a thing I used to think I had enough
Sure I guess that I was tough, tough
When you were gone I swear I found what was wrong
My heart it burned to become strong
There was a time when you were lost and I denied
What you wanted and I was blind
Blood on my hands I understand what I've done
To myself and everyone
Everyone
Everyone
I look to the sky and drowned my hands up in the night
I don't, I don't, don't know why
Love was the sum of everything that I was
You're beautiful and I was numb
It looks like life is like building bricks
And equally fragile it's smashed to bits
Blood on my hands I understand what I've done
To myself and everyone
Everyone
Everyone
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A Little Bug
04:07
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Kept singing underneath
Breathing when I breath
Breathing when I breath
Sometimes I give a damn
Sometimes I give a damn
Then I'm indifferent
Once when I was young
I smashed a little bug
And I burst into tears
Oh I burst into tears
I killed the smallest life that I had inside
That I had inside
Last night I dreamed about
Tornadoes came and smashed
My home and you and me
Family is nothing but
This far-gone part of me
Invisible to see
You seem so happy now
You seem so happy now
Your feet are on the ground
Once when I was young
Once when I was young
I held a little bug
Insignificant as us
Insignificant as us
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Like I Was Alive
03:20
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All I feel is like I was alive
And then I guess I died
You were always there for me
Just there for me when I can't see
Well what's the point of hangin' on
To broken hearts and gloomy dawns
Abrasive and frustrated I'm electric tape
Electromagnetic to your body shape
Serrated and contained in an electric state
I'm electromagnetic to your body shape
All the voices in my head
Were nothing more than just a string
Runnin' through my brain was driving home
To you, on every train
Psychic conversations are no better than our expirations
Abrasive and frustrated I'm electric tape
Electromagnetic to your body shape
Serrated and contained in an electric state
I'm electromagnetic to your body shape
Maybe, maybe, maybe I'm afraid to die
Or maybe I'm another lie well
Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' through my brain was
Driving home to you on every train well
Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' through my brain was
Driving home to you on every train
Waiting on the late phone call
You're basically my only wall
Take me far away from here
To someplace that isn't here
Runnin' through my brain was driving home
To you on every train
Runnin' through my brain was driving home
To you on every train
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